hickery dickery dock .

i dont know why the hell im awake so early on a saturday morning, my itchy

hands just want to get hold of the keyboard (:

i miss my primary school life, i really do. i miss the first crush i had, i miss my bestfriends there. i miss those boys that makes me laugh so hard everyday. zainul,amirul and mas :D zainul and amirul, i seriously love these two fellas. i still remember the ladan and laleh acts they did where they walk with their head stick together. those jokes they made, their mischievious acts and everything. mas, he was like my best guy friend i ever had (: his friendlyness was just great. he will talk to me when he had problem and i will too. there was once he help me with a game. he shouted the answer to me even tho his from a different group and he knew he group members will hate it (: those memories will never ever fade from my mind, i swear :D came P5, a sudden change happened. everything was different. i dont know why. maybe its because they had their own girlfriends :( i have to admit i was kinda annoyed and jealous. its like all gone just like that.

i hope i could get thru to them once more. i wanted to chat with them up on msn but im shy, too shy :D hahaha. if only they could read up my blog and went ' awwwwww ....' i'll be the happiest girl (: if only they could find it :/ lets hope miracle will happen soon, insyallah (: i miss u bunch a lot !

its been awhile since i msged encik ahmad :D haha
oii ahmad where are you huh? so long nvr
see you online dey? hw hw hw ? will msg you real
soon la okay? ak miss sngt bermsg-ing dengan kau (:
i have tons of stories to be shared with you, haha .